it's that time again.

sorry :D.
http://meetshalom.blogspot.com/

im too lazy.

okay uhmmmm
he told me a story about a bamboo tree
:-D
COOLEST TREE EVER
he said i was very mature
HAHAHA
8)
or at least i sounded mature
-0-
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
:-(
akwak 7:28 pm
tell me about this bamboo tree
DDONGSANGxP 7:29 pm
sooooooooooo
i asked him to send me link
so im waiting
but
it was about the seed
and if you were to take this seed
but have no background knowledge on it
and planted it in the ground and watered it,
you would probably give up hope
akwak 7:30 pm
uh huh
DDONGSANGxP 7:30 pm
because after months and months of waiting,
nothing happens.
the tree on the outside,
you'd prolly think that something went wrong
like faulty seed
bad seed
w/e
akwak 7:31 pm
uh huh
DDONGSANGxP 7:31 pm
but if you knew
if you saw below the surface
you would see that the whole time,
the seed is growing strong roots under the ground
for FOUR YEARS
nothing happens on the outside
o_0
the whole time it's going down digging deep into the ground
but on the fifth year,
the tree grows SOOOOOOO TALL
guess how tall
GUESS
guess how tall the bamboo tree growssssssss
i guessed 10 ft
lolol
GUESSSSSSSS
akwak 7:34 pm
uhmm
20 ft
DDONGSANGxP 7:34 pm
NO
lol
it grows
akwak 7:34 pm
5ft
DDONGSANGxP 7:34 pm
a stinking 80 FEET TALL
in one year
:O
akwak 7:34 pm
WHAT
DDONGSANGxP 7:34 pm
ISNT THAT CRAZY
akwak 7:34 pm
hahahahahahaha
i like that
wait
all bamboos do that?
DDONGSANGxP 7:34 pm
no
akwak 7:34 pm
what plant is this
DDONGSANGxP 7:34 pm
bamboos are the tallest plants
but this is the weirdest bamboo plant
lol
akwak 7:35 pm
oh haha cool
80 ft..
DDONGSANGxP 7:35 pm
i was like T_T
lol
akwak 7:35 pm
so how does that apply to u
DDONGSANGxP 7:35 pm
and he was saying how
maybe things look hopeless now and it seems like things arent changing/getting better or w/e
but maybe God is building your roots
akwak 7:36 pm
yup
akwak 7:36 pm
heard that yesterday too
DDONGSANGxP 7:36 pm
and building me to be a strong christian and building up my faith and when im able to overcome this, i'll be able to grow like the bamboo
akwak 7:36 pm
God is preparing u for something
DDONGSANGxP 7:36 pm
and then when the wind strikes and the storms strike later in life, '
i'll be able to handle it all because it was nothing compared to what im going through now and now i have strong roots to hold me up
WOOOOOOOOH.
lol
and then he shared some verses
AH
i love the things
where its like...
there's something from one part of the bible
and something from another part
and the two parts fit together
but you would never know
I LOVE THAT
it's so crazy
i think
he showed one of those to me
DDONGSANGxP 7:38 pm
psalm 22
and then...
idk
and he was like
i'll be looking forward to summer
to see how you've changed or how you are then
T_T
ahaha...
im really glad i talked to him
:-D
lol
but i wish i had more time
but i had to stop
because i felt really bad
because he had to drive back the next day
akwak 7:39 pm
u type so fast..
DDONGSANGxP 7:39 pm
and when i originally asked him what time he was planning on sleeping,
it was like 12
but we stopped talking at 2
LOL
you respond so slow
:-D
OHHHH
and then he told me about lifegaurds
DDONGSANGxP 7:40 pm
he said something like
do you know what happens when someone drowns?
first they drown
akwak 7:40 pm
uh huh
DDONGSANGxP 7:40 pm
but hte whole time they struggle
and they try to fight it
and do everything that they can to keep their head above water
but life guards are trained to let the person
sink
because a person will on average
go up
go down
about three times
before they give up and just dont fight it anymore
and the reason the lifegaurd doesnt jump in the first time the person sinks
is becaus ethe person has so much energy still in them
that if the lifegaurd were to jump in then,
DDONGSANGxP 7:42 pm
the person would be so scared they would grab on to the lifegaurd so tightly
that the lifegaurd wouldnt be able to move
and they would both go down
-0-
lol
so they're trained to wait
until the person just gives up
and starts sinking
and then the lifegaurd jumps in and saves them
akwak 7:43 pm
woah
thats crazy
DDONGSANGxP 7:43 pm
I KNOW
lol
:-D
akwak 7:43 pm
hahaha
random stories
DDONGSANGxP 7:43 pm
haha
and he was saying how
it's not until we've hit rock bottom
and until we've completely given up on ourselves
and until we've realized we can't solve anything
we can't do anything
and that we need to surrender all to God
that he can then step in and save us
DDONGSANGxP 7:44 pm
lol the whole entire conversation
i was holding the tissure
tissue
and i shredded it to billions of pieces
LOLOL
akwak 7:46 pm
that is very true..
DDONGSANGxP 7:46 pm
yesyes
:-D
akwak 7:46 pm
sometimes GOD just lets us fall
break down because of idols
and we come limping back to him
DDONGSANGxP 7:46 pm
ohh
and then
lol
DDONGSANGxP 7:46 pm
LOL
x_X
in one of his sermosn
he was talking about clay
and pottery
and how when a potter before he molds the clay
he kneads it or w/e
and squishes it
and gets out all the air bubbles
because the air bubbles isnt good if youre in the middle of spinning the thingy
or w/e
and then
we always have to be wet clay
because once clay dries
it cant be moved anymore
or something
IDK
i really liked that sermon
DDONGSANGxP 7:48 pm
and then the sermon about the different seeds
BUT
this retreat was good
i was really surprised at how well it went
and it was really different
because
i wasn't able to participate in a lot of things
because i was like Junior counselor so i had to do their dirty work like shimbooroom
-_-
LOL
but one of the activities
was a big scavenger hunt
HELLO?
akwak 7:49 pm
yes
DDONGSANGxP 7:50 pm
and for one of the scavenger hunt thingies
they had to solve a really easy 25 piece puzzle
right?
akwak 7:50 pm
yes
DDONGSANGxP 7:50 pm
and then on the back of it was a riddle
and the first group to solve it
DDONGSANGxP 7:50 pm
the riddle let them down to the kitchen
and when they went down there
there was donuts
it was kind of like the fh's one
but there was small donuts there
and earlier in the day
akwak 7:51 pm
uh huh
DDONGSANGxP 7:51 pm
my brother went out and bought syringes and hot saucse
and david put hot sauce in all the donuts
and like
akwak 7:51 pm
ewwwwww
DDONGSANGxP 7:51 pm
my brother was waiting in the kitchen
akwak 7:51 pm
hahaha why
DDONGSANGxP 7:51 pm
and was like here's your reward
but put pressure on them
to hurry and eat before the next group comes
and so
they ate soooooooo fast
and then LOL
IT WAS SO FUNNY
I TOOK VIDEOS
SOOOOOOOO FUNNYYYYYYY
and they shoved it in their mouth
and then they were like
T____________T!!
LOL
THEY WERE LIKE
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
IT BURNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
LOLLLLLLLL
DDONGSANGxP 7:52 pm
it was soooooooooo funny
i was laughing soooooo hard
and there was this one
game
akwak 7:53 pm
wait
DDONGSANGxP 7:53 pm
where you try to make everyone else laugh
akwak 7:53 pm
what was the point of that though?
DDONGSANGxP 7:53 pm
uhuh
?
oh
that was one of the stations of the thing
the theme of retreat was about the void in our lives and such
and that was about how if you're not filling it w/god
the rewards and stuff of the world look satisfying
but in the end
ITS NOT
lol
something like that
lol
and then next
they went outside
in the freezing cold
akwak 7:54 pm
ah ic
DDONGSANGxP 7:54 pm
and built sandcastles
and then johnny ran through them
DDONGSANGxP 7:54 pm
and made them remake it like 3 times
LOLOL
and anwyas
theres a laughing game
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=224817388175&subj=593083175
DDONGSANGxP 7:57 pm
brb
i watch moohandojun
akwak 7:57 pm
it not working
DDONGSANGxP 7:57 pm
why not
akwak 8:01 pm
haha i dont know
=P
im glad u learned so much
just dont forget it now
ok
?

last day of 2009.









SOSOSO. i came back from winter retreat 2009 LOL. there's no name. haha... and i have to say... it was a LOT better than expected. the view was AMAZING. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so pretty. i kept thinking...
the SAME God who made all THIS... made ME?? absolutely c r a z y .
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wow.. i just sat here and wrote for an hour+ and i hit publish and then it all disappeared. WOW. i am speechless. THANK YOU BLOG... -_-.

im tired.

my daughter
drinks
the water

ohnoes

my parents have gone to church to pray everyday after dinner for like... 1hour+. in addition to to morning prayer thingy and w/e else they do. EVERY DAY...

D:

i hate blog. D:<



i have the feeling like i already posted this already...
WHO GIVES A CRAP.

what the waahhhhht.

today took math quiz. think i did pretty darn WELL. but that won't be enough to bring my grade up much. maybe 1 point? -_-.
i'm bound to be sick anyday now. i feel like CURAP. ben told me my voice was deep -_-.
i am fearing for retreat. i have high expectations. will be weird esp since it's so different than any other retreat. much much smaller and no musical stuffs. just keyboard and guitar... kind of like mckbc? but we just went to that for fun. :/. GRACE! (:!!
i am doing my QTs well so far... i am reading chapter from ecclessiastes, mark, psalm, proverbs, isaiah, 1samuel. not ALL at once. maybe just like four randomly everyday. i like ecclessiastes and isaiah. at least so far i do.

22 So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?
what the heck does that mean? ecclessiastes 3

WONDERING how similar sodom and gommorah is to today's world.

isaiah 1:13 stop bringing me meaningless offerings!

mark ch3:35 how come Jesus don't got not sisters? o_o? :).
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TEXT from timor:
i dont have time for you.
-O- lol i started cracking up.
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k back to caesar crap.